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May. 9th, 2012

The Ruse And The Caper

Sometimes people are so out of touch with reality that they are entreched in a seperate reality. A place where sense is nonsense, compassion is deception, and honesty is betrayal. Weapons are our words; what we say influences our capacity for living more than any physical aspect of the Earth could throw at us. Our desire to enhance ourselves and develop further drive our seemingly endless desire for self perfection and acceptance.

When I was growing up, my mother told me that I could do anything that I wanted to do. Such a broad statement, if considered. -ANYTHING-? Why, that would violate the common place law that keeps society in check. I am unable to have a modified muffler on my car, yet you preach the virtues of freedom? My vehicles, its inhabitants, contents, and matter is subject to examine as I travel from state to state in my own country. Is this the freedom that past documents tell of?

Never full of myself; I'm still hungry.

Perhaps my thoughts are among the few who remain 'free'. That is, thoughts that are unbound by the contemporary bullshit that modern society festers upon. Maybe certain minds are capable of withstanding the vigorous cycle that some illegitmate higher power has tried to impose on them. This is blesphemy of course, because to deny what the majority 'know' is to step beyond what the populace has chosen to accept as truth. My quote to summarize this feeling; the greatest change is met with the greatest resentment. If one is to change society, they are to be met with one of the most resilient forces of nature, that of change. It will be imposed very slowly among the people, especially when considering the state in which they were founded.

I am in an age where medical science trumps alternative or nature medicine. Your cure will be found through splicing, as opposed to the natural methods. Gaia can cure every illness that humanity has plagued upon itself, in half the time that modern science can even respond. Yet those scientists, who thrive on the ill and sick, deceive us into believing that our conditions cannot be helped without the cure that they have concocted. Slaves to the industry, as it seems.

Those who are outside the box, the logical and ground based, as discarded and cast as 'medically silly'. It is interested to note the borderline of what modern society considers 'science'... At a certain point, your theory and possible explination of what goes on in the world is cast aside as fantasy. Moreover, it does not matter grounded the idea is. Cutting against the grain of the majority of the most devastating factor in a contagious philosophy.

Why is it wrong to deviate from the path of your elders? Why has it been ingrained in our generation that we MUST repeat the history of our parents? Why hasn't the technology of my era come to frutation in the every day aspects of my life? Why has the cost of college tuition continued to inflate at an alarming rate? Futhermore, why is all the information outdated and insuffcient? Why is my education worth so much, when 52% of college graduate are unemployed?

It has taken me this long to realize that I do not want to live my life by the standards of some past generation. I do not govern myself based on the principles a past audience has set for me. I refuse to contour to the standards modern soceity imposes, because I am in control of my destiny. No other mortal being should be allowed to govern the lives of another being to the point of slavery. Freedom turns out to be protective slavery. No one will be spared.

Medical science has reixkws wcweyonw inro bwliwcwinf rhwy hCWRHW ONLY nawea in rhw duruew. Nature has many oragnic solutions to solving cancer, buit big companies cannot profit if curing canver is free. Healthy patients are more difficult to control, because they are able to think and care for themselves. Sick people make money.

This is who I am, and who I am is right. Please understand that I am only living my life based on the principles of all free life. Live and let life, and do not enslave. Greed is the seed that turns love to selfishness. Zion.

Dec. 4th, 2011

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What's better than being nice? How about having a personality, being an individual, and having your own opinions, even if they piss people off? Being witty, loveable, loyal, honest and intelligent... Spontaneous, self-reliant, humorous, alternative. Creative, savvy and stylish. Bold, wise and tame.

Fuck you for deleting my post, LJ! Long story short, I hate being a 'nice guy' because it dominates all other aspects of my personality.Its time to do something different, be something more, and grow out of this phase I am in. My only regret is having regrets, so Im doing well on those. I want to love myself again. I want to be me again.

Im comin up, again. And i'll see you soon. I ve become too content with the way things are. I gotta get through this; not alone. Being 'nice' doesnt have to be the end of me as a person... its so bland. Its just something I have to actively focus on, so I can fimd me.

Thats where Im at. Sup, son?

Aug. 29th, 2011

Is Time Money?

It seems I never have money to spend with my friends, because I spend so much time with my friends.

Apr. 4th, 2011

Put Another X on the Calendar

Alright, time to write. Today is April 4th.

I'm stuck. There is no progress right now. I am renting a house, and not working towards anything more. My car is 90% dead, and I have no intention of buying another, or fixing it. My computer is aging, and I have no intentions of buying another. My job is mildly stressful, but easy. I have no intentions of getting another.

So what's going on with me? Nothing, in short. Were you looking for something interesting, to fill your boring life? Try again, I wont be interesting until June. Yeah, I can put a date on when I'm going to be interesting. That's legit.

I guess I didn't have as much to say as I wanted. I guess I'll wait for something new to happen.
Until then. <3


Oh, Mona Lisa.
I pay to see you frown.

Jan. 29th, 2011

All We Neeeeed....

Is You There, And We'll All Get Through It.
Hypercaine. Go Listen.

Jan. 27th, 2011

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Oh yeah, my New Year's Resolution is to change someone's life.

I Want To...

I will always exist.
Ignoring a problem is not a solution.
There is a world beyond yours.

Jan. 3rd, 2011


You are looking so amazing.
I thought life couldn't get better. How naive.
California in 4 days.
Then I return to my new reality. <3

Dec. 27th, 2010


The earth's divine,
The water's pure.
The sunlight has gone.
Tonight, the moon is at my feet.

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